To Her Special Someone,
You must have been very patient these years for you'll surely receive papers for every single occasion. Well, what to do? To fall in love with this special and annoying girl who loves to write, write and write...
It seems that this special girl of yours has a new hobby. Guess you know what it is. And every single time, she wishes to stare even longer, hoping that the clock stops ticking, the world stops moving and the earth stops rotating at that very moment.
She thinks alot as you know. Leaving it to God is the next thing she'll do. Maybe it's true, that she can't "sleep" without seeing your text messages, knowing that until the very last second before you close your eyes and wander off to dreamland, you'll still "LOVE" her.
Honey, please don't lie, but she realized your sneaky act. Don't worry, she trusts you. It's just that... She realized you, following her wherever she goes. She realized your eyes following her shadow in a huge and noisy crowd. She realized that stalking of yours in all kinds of social networks that she happen to have popped by.
Well, but she has to tell you this, cause you fell in love with a sneaky girl as well. Her eyes were also constantly wandering for yours but she tried not to look too long, in order to get your eyes back for she was afraid she couldn't stop. And while you were playing the drum with your handsome profile or when you were interacting with kids in a loving manner , she would silently whisper to herself in the heart, "That's my man..."
That girl remembers all the little things and sweet memories she could as much as possible, and of course, writes them down so she'll never forget a single bit of it. And she had always wanted to let you know how much she sees every single memory you had with her preciously. She strongly believes that romance isn't much about the occasional candlelight dinner or a romantic weekend gateway, as it is about the hundreds of ways you showed her you love her every single day.
In fact, she loves romance. She believes that keeping a distance at times would in the contrary forge the relationship closer. She's afraid to love you too deep, that someday, she'll find it too hard to climb up the deepest pit of life.
She wants to be a rational one, a strong and determined one. A girl who loves God and trusts God. But still, behind every smile there's a tinge of anxiety. Worried that she might lose her smile someday, replaced by emptiness and despair. Worried that you'll lose your smile too because you'd once told her that if she doesn't smile, you can't, too. Afraid of losing her precious part of her life. Afraid of losing her rationalism. Afraid of being controlled by the worldly manner, walking away from God and the truth of life.
So, please. Be there for her when she needs your cuddle, your hug and perhaps just your ears. And don't forget to squeeze her tiny hand with yours tightly, reassuring her that every thing will be okay. Cherish her. Appreciate her. Love her. Let her know how you feel. Make it a point to tell her " I Love You" from the bottom of your heart every day. For the future can never be estimated, and you'll never know when God wants to take her back.
From your special someone.
Love Lots,
Nicoleeeee
