How Much is Much

"Do you actually love me that much? I am just not sure. They say, that when a man really loves a women, he would do anything to make her happy, make her feel appreciated. I doubted again.You are a nice person. But do you love me that much? You used to say that, actions speaks louder than words"

But then, if a man really loves a women, he would say I love you even if he knew she might not say it back, he would still wish her good night even if she fell asleep and wish her good morning even though he knew she couldn't reply. He would hug her when she is crying and say everything is okay even though he knew that she wouldn't even care that he is there for she is crying for another man. He would surprise her everything he could think of without feeling embarrassed of how people would think of him. He is willing to sacrifice all of him to her, not wanting anything back, taking every advantage of being with her even if people think that he is crazy, talk to her when no one wants to, stay with her when she feels lonely, listen to her when she is sad, encouraging her to make her move on with courage, give her his time even though he knew that they are not just but good friends. It's not a totally must for a man to do all these to show his love, but if he would, the women will surely, inevitably fall in love with him. Then don't, will then, regret for not doing everything you can to love her, for your chances are gone, your effort is futile, because her heart has, already, been stolen away by somebody else, the one who really made the effort to love her, not letting go of any chances, not taking things for granted, for he loves her, so dearly and deeply, and he would do anything for her, and when he says anything, he means it. He observes. He looked through her. He knew how she feels even more than her boyfriend does. He stays with her, quietly, when she is smiling and talking with another man, he smiles by himself, happy for her that she has found someone whom she loves. He sacrificed his time for her on the phone, even though he knew that he is not allowed to use his phone at such a late night. 

" I think we should give ourselves some time, to think and make our minds clear, so that we can decide whether we should still be together."

Maybe because, she thinks that he does not love her enough, not more than another man.

She is confused, depressed.

Maybe it's better for them to give each other a little time. To lead them closer to the love they want to find.

Trust in God's Timing

Trust is something that is hard to build but on the other hand, it is also something that you may easily lose in just a blink of an eye. My mum once told me that, anything that makes you not trust a person doesn't come from God. Hmm...

Have you ever wondered what it would be like if your boyfriend or husband cheated on you? 

People may say that it is the way of the world right now. Or maybe, guys easily get bored with the same girl and its their genetics. But, is that really so? There are just too many divorce cases now in this world and, i believe that perhaps, no one, trusts in true love, anymore. Broken marriages, spouses living in fear every day, worrying and spying on the one whom you've vowed in the church that you'll love and cherish, "till death do us part". But what has happened to the most sacred thing of what God has gave us? What happened to all the feelings that you have once had for each other? And do you, still remember the reason you first loved this person, promised yourself that you will love forever?

And after all that, do you, still believe in true love?

True love does exist. Cause if you think it doesn't, then perhaps you will have to accept the fact that, you have lost your hope in love, you have grown tired and weary, you have not walk out the pain that you have once been through, you have not found the one for yourself. Wait, patiently. Stay strong, and be brave. Cry till your eyes swell, but after that, be adamant to move on with your life. Don't think you are not worth it, but instead, praise God for putting such a great person in your life. This one ditched you, but there's gonna be someone that would make you his world. This one cheated on you, but there are still the ones whom will choose to love you unconditionally, even when you are getting a masectomy, a cancer or when you are going to get bankrupt. And then, you shall be amazed and find, the one. Even when, you never ever believed in true love.

Love is amazing, cause if you think its not, then that, is not love.

Be yourself. Love yourself. 

And you shall find the one who loves you, sincerely and loyally for who you are.

Never give up. Cause if you do, you will never find your one true love.

There will always be a rainbow after the rain.

Smile, cause you will never know... 

Perhaps, that particular smile, made someone else find a reason to smile.

Its time to move on.