I told you that I was afraid of my upcoming exam.
You looked at me, nodded with a plain smile on your face.
I asked you if I was annoying.
You smiled a little stronger. You said no.
I told you that I felt that I'm always troubling you, wasting your time and being needy.
You said you don't mind.
I was always the fast tempered one, the emotional one, the dependent one.
I thought I was strong enough, I thought I could pull through this, I thought I was confident.
But deep inside of me, there's something else. Its not what you knew I was.
Yes, I was always known as the most determined, persistent and strong person.
But, honey, sometimes, I'm just not that brave and courageous.
Sometimes, I'm timid. Sometimes, I just want to depend on someone.
I was babbling away. Worried. Normal guys would have just gave up. But you...
You didn't play with my hair, or caress my face with you warm hands. You didn't lean closer to me to hug me, or plant a kiss on my cheeks, or forehead.
You didn't simply just tell me 'Its okay, its only just an exam, not a big deal'.
Either did you get out of the room, take a guitar and sing me a love song.
But instead, you were just there, looking at me. You sighed as you smile. You said in a whispering sound.
"Hey, sweetie. Um. Don't worry okay? We have a great God. Just pray. I will pray for you. I can't assure you that everything will be okay, but I can assure you that God will always be with you. And if you get the results you wanted, I shall be happy with you and praise God, and I will say, 'I'm so proud of you sweetie! See? God is so good. Anyways, I love you.' But if, you didn't get the results you wanted, then I shall accompany you though out every thing, still thank God, and I will say, ' Its alright sweetie. God loves you and He knows the best for you. Besides... I still love you anyways' "
You silly.
Thank you, for loving me anyways.
Cause you know what?
*whispers back* I love you too.
